i feel like im in the extreme corner of the world you'd ever find.
totally out of place.
& just not myself.

i don't know what's running through my mind.
frustration overruled me so easily.
which in fact,
i'm most annoyed by none other than,
myself.

i lost the ability to express myself.
all i can do is an awkward smile
everything just went so wrong.

it may be paranoia.

i lost the faith,
the trust,
the conviction,
that i am a worthy friend.
when my dearest buddy walked far away.

i started this post
not even knowing what exactly am i troubled about.
the workload,
or
whatsoever.

but,
now i know.






i feel like sleeping for three days straight.
when i need to humour no one.

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